远走高飞

Lee Sheng Jie-远走高飞

爱你错了吗
为什么会受到这么多惩罚
他们说的话像针往心里
我心中的怕
不知该怎么做才可以放下
只不过想好好的爱一次啊
带我远走高飞
不去理会
这一个蜚短流长的世界布满虚伪
是你让我选择沉醉
繁星守侯月不能睡
只因为爱上了夜的黑
带我远走高飞
一起去追
有一个叫做幸福的世界没有泪水
我已经感觉到疲累
只想在你怀抱入睡
不在乎别人眼中是非
重新再出发
能不能让这天地不再吵杂
我的心里面安静得不像话
故事的真假
没有多余的力气去分辨他
只不过想好好的爱一次啊

For Who Once was Special to Me~

2009 aims~

with a blink of an eye...is almost de end of 2008...overall...all i can say is not goin very well for me...hmmm...had alot of fun with frens n new frens....too many stuff have happen till i dun even kno wer to start...ahaha... 2009 is coming...hav set few aims for myself...

1) get a tattoo on my left back... (LXVII) <-- tats wat i m gonna put...
2) work harder on my study... hope so.... xD
3) if study part goes well...hope to be able to fly to perth by july...
4) improve my chinese...so i dun owes hav to find a translator wen go singin... *paiseh*
5) stop playin so much n try to start workin harder on my love life... ^^
6) hope to meet more new frens tat can be trusted

guess tats all....hai~~ jus came bak limteh with frens so fast bored agen... even wanna write a blog also dunno wat to write....zzz.... n mostly write also bout my love life....

sumtimes...i ask myself...getting to kno her...whether isit happiness is just around de corner le...or is it jus another hallucination tat i cant seem to realise..... sigh~~ jus cant seem to let go of myself from dis feeling... wake up lo lucas...

6th December~

HMMMMM...jus bak from my kk trips....damn....tiring but fun...arrive miri den straight drove bak to brunei....went to find frens at nite....n wat a welcome dey giv me.....thxs guys.... den we went miri de next day agen omg.....super tired ar.... ><>
was suppose to meet her up as well....is been like so long oledi i hav been longin to c her...so was quite happy but somehow nervous....XD...den she call n i went down to fetch her....after went down...didn saw her n went i turn arnd..she was behind me....*melt*
brought her up n i acc her till her frens arrive...after her frens arrive...i start partyin with my frens....1hr later....started to miss her....ahaha...shit eh....so i texted her up ask her come out n find me....xP den wen we were about to go into balcony karaoke room....it was vry crowded so i held her hand....sigh~~ i felt abit of resistance from her while holdin her hands.... *ouch* didn wana say much or show any emotions so jus continue tokin to her...tryin to make her smile was de only motive i hav tat nite....
went out to find my frens agen n started drinkin....after her frens left, she join me my frens... after drinkin quite heavily...my stomach felt vry uncomfortable so i ask her to acc me go down...den my frens all came down.....vomitted in front of me...LOL!!!!!
i folo her car n we were suppose to go for supper but smth stupid happen....=.=
my frens got lose n fell asleep in my car n in de end....dey got rob n so is my stuff in my car...T.T !@#$%^&*()_+!!!
i keep wantin to vomit cuz...ehehe... she step on de brake so strongly... so i ask her to let me drive instead....hopin to be able to find my frens....round de whole place cudn find dem...n my gastric is killin me so i ask her to go home first n ask my frens to sent me home instead....once reach home.....omg!!! for de second time in my life...i fainted... de pain is jus too painful....arnd 8am a fren of mine phone me n woke me up...den i notice my frens were not back yet so i quickly call dem agen.....den FINALLY dey pik up...n tel me dey r on their way home....
wuwuwuwuwu....my fren vomitted on my cushion....KNN!!!!! argh!!!!! such an unlucky day....
went bak brunei n got laugh by all my frens....shit.... >.<>
but in de end...once i reach home n lie down on my bed...i was stil able to hav a smile on my face thinkin in my head *ta de wei xiao...tai mei li le* zZzZzZz~

Tired~

hmMmMm~ exams comin closer n closer...started studyin today for jus 1 hour n i stop eheh... den during evening time wen down town with frens n watch a movie call eagle eyes....overall...de movie was good... hav a few laughs on de way bak in my fren car...reach home n once i open my front door... i dunno y but i feel so...moody... de hse seems so quiet... sis at kl with bf n her frens as well enjoyin.... *rmb to get me smth o jiey xD*
went to bought beers to drink...came bak home n sat at my balcony n drink alone... n to tell de truth...i dun reli like drinkin... but i guess tats all i can do in a way to let me stop thinkin bad memories n many more...
sigh~ suddenly start tinkin bak de times wen i hav a sum1 special der for me.... all de times u spent with de special person to u reli feels good... de feelins somehow brings a smile on my face but at de same time...its killin me inside.... its been a long time le....vry long time.... frens arnd me says is bcuz i didn go n look for it.....tats not true guys....
so funny but sumtimes i even wish tat sum1 wud jus text me up n say she miss me... heh... xiang tai duo le...
dough frens r owes der for me... but sumtimes wen is comin to an end of de day...u reli jus wud wan de last person u c or talk to wud be de person u love.... tellin her u love her n she wud say de same thing bak.... sum1 to wipe away ur tears n tell u everything will be okay n tat she will be der for u...
...mayb is jus me....either my faith is not here yet or i m jus fallin apart le.... dun reli kno how to describe my feelins nemore... hmmmmmm~
All i can do for now is just gonna let it be... hav fun with my life n let love come find its own way into it... tired~

a pic i found~ love it~

Nothing Much~

bored until i hav to force myself to write smth here...today finally pass up my marketing plan le... kna de lecturer scold jus bcuz i call her "ermm excuse me madam" she reply.... "wat madam madam??!!" i was like stun n errrr for 3 sec n inside my head i was tinkin "did i say netin wrong?? o.O" den i call her name.... i didn mean tat shes old le @.@.... den she call me to her office...wen i reach der n pass it up to her...her voice became so soft n speak nicely with me..i was like " =.=" hehe.....neway~~ den at nite..a fren invited me to go starbucks with him n another two frens.... !@#$%^&*(()_+ taste so baaaddd de drink.... den we jus chill outside starbuck....have some guys talk....sit der for bout 1hr plus den we went home.... till now my stomach stil feel so weird~~ >< yorr...gotta get myself well for dis friday n sat... two frens brithday....omg... LENGLUI!!! FANG GUO WO!!! T.T a close fren of mine hu owes bcome berserk wen shes high...owes get bruises bak wen out drinkin with her....scary but fun to hang out with =)....hmmm lately nutin much is goin on....no arguments in de family....friendship atm duin good too.... lovelife??? lets jus say.... "singin~ wo wang le zhe me shuo...wo ai ni"

de nites has been so quiet ever since we became like stranger to one another...yeah~~
neway...i m jus gonna let everthing go with de flow le...dun wana tink much nemore... PeAce
LuCaS67 wAz heRe~~ ;)

Happy Sunday

went down town last nite with my sis n her bf to celebrate her birthday..hehe happy birthday sis ^^..neway after finish eating...my sis n her bf go their own ways i go my own n tats wen i saw dis fossil watch....OMG!!!! love at first sight....lol.... den later tat nite went thai bar with my bros they all...*boom boom shake shake* hahaha...it was a fun nite.... den i went find my other frens...reach home arnd 4plus....slept at 6 in de morning...@.@ den somehow i kept tinkin bout de watch....i jus cudn resist it argh~~....so jus now flew down to town n purchase it...ahahah *sot* no regrets at all....... wakaka xD...i guess tats all for now... finally smth tat cheer me up.... *PeAce*