Tired~

hmMmMm~ exams comin closer n closer...started studyin today for jus 1 hour n i stop eheh... den during evening time wen down town with frens n watch a movie call eagle eyes....overall...de movie was good... hav a few laughs on de way bak in my fren car...reach home n once i open my front door... i dunno y but i feel so...moody... de hse seems so quiet... sis at kl with bf n her frens as well enjoyin.... *rmb to get me smth o jiey xD*
went to bought beers to drink...came bak home n sat at my balcony n drink alone... n to tell de truth...i dun reli like drinkin... but i guess tats all i can do in a way to let me stop thinkin bad memories n many more...
sigh~ suddenly start tinkin bak de times wen i hav a sum1 special der for me.... all de times u spent with de special person to u reli feels good... de feelins somehow brings a smile on my face but at de same time...its killin me inside.... its been a long time le....vry long time.... frens arnd me says is bcuz i didn go n look for it.....tats not true guys....
so funny but sumtimes i even wish tat sum1 wud jus text me up n say she miss me... heh... xiang tai duo le...
dough frens r owes der for me... but sumtimes wen is comin to an end of de day...u reli jus wud wan de last person u c or talk to wud be de person u love.... tellin her u love her n she wud say de same thing bak.... sum1 to wipe away ur tears n tell u everything will be okay n tat she will be der for u...
...mayb is jus me....either my faith is not here yet or i m jus fallin apart le.... dun reli kno how to describe my feelins nemore... hmmmmmm~
All i can do for now is just gonna let it be... hav fun with my life n let love come find its own way into it... tired~