hmmm 9-10-2008...dad's birthday jus pass.....it's rainin here heavily...internet aint as fast as it used to be...so went to look for a close fren richard also one of my closest bro...drive to his place took me arnd 10 min..rainin heavily so jus wana enjoy listenin to music in my car... at his place...we jus chill n catch back on the things we miss....he share with me his trip to singapore n kl....he even bought me an espirit shirt..ahah thxs bro...^^ den his house got ps2 so i play awhile..bleach hahaha nice!!! den after a while we went out to have our "guys talk" agen... after 15 min laters...eeek...stomachpain...><>
it was stil rainin....on9 also nutin to do n recently dun reli like to chat too much on msn.....after a while....i called...but y it seems like i am tokin to myself..de sound, de voice comin from de other side seems so cold...de only sound i can hear is jus de hard breathing sound comin from within me....i hung up..... took my fone n went to my balcony..listening to a song call "xiang ting de hua"...tryin to relax myself from all de sadness i m facing lately....sigh~~ hav been tinkin alot alot alot...not to mention crying also......i jus reli bcome vry fragile wen it comes to u.... no1 likes cryin...man i HATE cryin....but it jus falls out from my eyes everytime wen i tink about tat we cant be wat we used to be... de gigglin, de laughin, de sweet talkin... is jus all not der nemore....
i am not tryin to be selfish...i am not tryin to control u...i am not tryin to force u... sigh~ y cAn't u C taT onlY u CaN tAke All dIs aWay~
****我真的好想你~
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